Abandoned Gaze

It's of shimmer and shine
The tone of warmth, like leaves in fall
Eyes to get lost in
Depths to fall down
Contrasts to get abandoned
A sunken beauty
Your look is my world and reverie
Waiting for those colors to take me
Flood me, a beautiful rainbow
But, light's fading, oh my god

It hits me, trying to pull me down
Wants to choke me, break me, drown me
I'm gasping for one last breath
Hold on! Take the rope, pull you out!

Wake up now! Realize!
I've woken up, realized.

No blink, just dead and gone
You're eyes are so cold and miserable
They are empty
I'm the voidwalker
Nothing left behind
Expression wiped away
You're numb but I've been blind
All your beauty was my pure imagination
I followed my wishes and inner desires
Ignored that in your world, everything was monochrome

You ceased feeling, I stopped thinking
Closed my eyes, lived through yours
So I couldn't see, it was you not me
You won't ever feel anything for me, again

You won't bring colors, don't cry for me!
No tears – no rain, no rainbow.